13dpiui

I took a test on day 9. Too early, negative. I took a test on day 12 and 13, both were negative. It's not looking like the baby stuck.

I contacted our clairvoyant, she first said August in an email, then we called in to her radio show for a free reading 2 nights ago and she said she is now seeing July. When I took my test this morning and saw the negative, I spoke out loud to our baby. I was putting on my makeup and I said "Jackson, we are ready for you...baby boy". I immediately felt a peace come over me. One like I haven't felt in a long time. I was okay with the negative. I was okay with the outcome, no matter what. I am okay with a home pregnancy test that is wrong. I am okay with a home pregnancy test that is right. It's going to be OKAY no matter what. What a stress relief!! Even if I am pregnant now, the stress relief was worth it. If I'm not preggo, we will be next time. I'm not going to worry anymore.

At this point, we're waiting for AF, otherwise known as Aunt Flo. If she shows up, we'll know what to do. Make an appointment with our doc for an ultrasound 13-14 days after AF arrives. If AF doesn't show, I'll call our doc for a blood test Monday.

I'm going to take one more home pregnancy test Thursday am. I might as well use it, I've got it. There is about a 9% chance we would get a negative and still be preggo. Someone makes up that 9%, tho.

I called the cryobank today to let them know our doc said our vial was "okay" when she looked at a drop under the microscope. They want her to fill out a sheet telling what she saw and fax back to them. Not sure if she will do it, but maybe. I asked if we could use 2 vials next time, he said yes. We will mention that to our doc. Not sure if there is room enough for 2 vials in the uterus. We do NOT want to find a new donor at this point.

I had the following conversation with my former clinical instructor today, whom I haven't talked to in a very long time. The only thing she knew prior to this was we would be trying for babies this year:

S: U not pregnant r u?

Me: No!! Why??

S: I was watching a baby show

Me: And why did "I" come to your mind?

S: I don't know. It's weird. But u did. So be ready when you start trying cause its going to work.
Actually I been thinking that all day. Kinda weird.

Me: Wow!! Your text made me feel warm and fuzzy. I hope it works and you are right!!
Very strange but very timely. Are you a psychic?

S: Have u tried yet. I'm telling u its a strong feeling.

Me: Can you keep a secret?

S: of course

Me: We did try this month for the first time. Doesn't look like its a positive but I had such a peace come over me this morning, so either I am preg and those home tests are wrong or its going to work when we try in June. It's bizarre you texting me about it today. Of all days.

S: Holy Moly. That's when I started feeling it. It's strong.

Me: Do you do this often? Get strong feelings?

S: U know a lot of my feelings come true.

Me: I thought I remembered you doing this before

S: Only sometimes. Its just weird. Certain people like Renee.

Me: Did you predict her pregnancy?

S: I knew and told her she would have section and not to be scared. Knew Tonya would be sectioned.

Me: Dang!! You should open a psychic business. I have consulted one over the past year. I love it! They aren't evil or from the devil. They really know stuff.

S: I just felt I should tell you I had a strong feeling about u and this pregnancy thing. I may be wrong but its fixing to happen.

Me: Thank you....I really appreciate you going on your hunch. MADE MY DAY. I can't wait to get home and tell My Wife.

S: Ur Welcome

I sent our clairvoyant an email to tell her about these texts...this was her reply:

Thanks for checking in! I am so glad to hear you are feeling peaceful about this; he is on his way if he isn't in there already. And, remember, you can have false positive and negatives.

By the way, if you are a fruit loop, i can't even imagine what that would make me!!!!!

Anyway, take care, have fun and keep me posted!! And call in or listen to the radio show any time you like 

xo